Assalamualaikum & Hi there! *This is a true confession from me, dear friends..*
Right now, I can feel like there is a 'monster' inside me -- trying to get out to the outside world. I'm not very sure what it's all about but I'm sure that it's all because of the loneliness that I feel.
Lonely that I try to mention here is not the type of relation between boy & girl *I don't really care about it. Study are much more important anyway* But it's all about FRIENDSHIP! I do have friends, dozens & thousands of them, but not all of them will actually sail the ship and cross the sea without failing..
Most of them will actually turn 360 degree in front of other people. Well, I do understand what girls are all about. But I don't agree if a girl should react so 'gedik' in front of 'you-know-what' or should I replace 'what', with 'who'.. *especially when you are a Muslim* Okay, let's put a full-stop here since I don't want this to be a big issue.
The truth is, in this mid year month of May, I can actually see the true colours of my friends. I'm not considering her neither best-friend nor close-friend. But she was just a friend. She seems to be so different in front of me and more different in front of other person. Now I realize that I should actually maintain the 'Forever-Alone-Principe' in me.
Nevertheless, even though that I have a tons of friends, I could actually separate the one that are 'real-friends' and the other one that are 'just-friends'. In the same time, I actually realize that I have like below the number of 10 friends that will always be by my side. Without changing personality like 'Dr. Jekyll & Mr. Hyde', without being taken easily by other people & without fail can always make me cheer-up whenever I feel so down even though we are not in the same class. Thanks a lot to you'll, friends :)
Forever Alone,
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